its weird. eversince band ended its boring. like nothing really to look forward to in life haha! i think i mentioned this before. but really its like i see him and we cant really say anything. because we barely see each other and were not caught up in each others life anymore. so its like".............hey...........uhh.... alryt imma go..see ya."
thats pretty much it. no like "OMG" no no no way. now i find myself getting tummyaches a lot lately. i realized that i had it at the end of 3rd period before band. and lunch and surprisingly and suckingly everytime i think about him i get these tummyaches. i hate it. i mean WTF why?! sheesh. well anyway yea. apparently i had a bf for one day and one night. i dont even consider it a relationship. it was stupid. i get the stupidest,wimpiest confessions :[
1) thru email===LAME
2) thru text from a fat 6th grader=======LAMER
3) thru IM and i havent seen him for like 6 months and suddenly he asks me out?=====LAME/DESPERATE
ahhh... it makes me feel shitty. luckily i still rely on my friends. and hopefully they dont feel like there's a big amount of weight on their shoulders cause without them id probs bang my head agains the wall. and you know what i cant say anything about what i feel to any of my family members cause they're just gonna think im stupid. ehh and i have to practice. which is gay cause i suck. well good day and God Bless:]
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