Drama is stupid..so why do we have it in our lives?

i can manage for korean,asian movie drama. haha but in real life do we really have to make a big deal out of small incidents? why can't we just all get along? i mean like hakuna matata to the max right? No, thats now how we wanna live. we have to have a little bit of cursing, yelling,calling people out and then crying? really.. maybe im over exaggerating but i guess we have or cause drama because of something we want but dont get. or jealous. Jealousy is an evil thing. especially with your loved ones or the ones you love but you know they dont love you back but instead love someone else, or your friend perhaps? that sucks. thats how im feeling right now. its stupid of me to get pissed and leave the guy and not hang and not do anything just watch him from afar with many other girls. im being a moron right now. and enough drama. just no more. i am officially giving up on him. i am a wishing hypocrite that talks crap and yet does it herself. Lord forgive Me.

Okay! so new topic! its the season for giving and loving and its just christmas! :D haha i love my friends and cant say how thankful i am for them all!
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

God Bless! :D

The Blog on Loneliness and other stuff

why im doing this:

1) oral reading report. this'll help me understand the article more if i blog about it

2)i guess its true haha? we'll see

LONLINESS IS BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH:(sciencedaily.com)

ermmm how to start this. Basically lonliness is bad for your health ..END no wait.... aryt so lets get in depth... OOOH fun fact sorta...

"Hawkley and Cacioppo then took urine samples from both the lonely and the more contented volunteers, and found that the lonely ones had more of the hormone epinephrine flowing in their bodies. Epinephrine is one of the body's "fight or flight" chemicals, and high levels indicate that lonely people go through life in a heightened state of arousal. "

ahha kinda interesting. so i guess go take a urine test and see if you're truly lonely and stop saying it just for attention[:

Okay my words now.. according to the article when we're lonely we rely on a restorative processes like sleep. Yea, the lonely's sleep longer but not as good as when they were alright. okay im done for now no more hw for me!

DON'T SAY THE "H" WORD

okay sooo i guess imma rant haha basically thats what the blog is for right? hmmmmm sooo friday was filming for my bro's GC it was aryt but i failed as a gangster and tried to kidnap violet (lauren) and i TRIED by touching her and walking?? okay i win! xD mmmmm i rode in alan's awesome car! i was like srsly amazed cause its awesome! hahaha!! I LIKE YOUR CAR ALAN! i miss band... okay band geek here.. blehhh ....school tomorrow F IT. rally was on friday too haha kinda boring.. sat in the sophomore side cause its better.... next lets go with the juniors then mah seniors haha! i watched GC's today. they're so interesting. i gotta dance more. im learning freestyle -popping,locking and dropping- xD haha i gots to get better in cwalking tho cause i sauck. sucha poser. well have a good day

God Bless

i freken place my trust in you...

i dont know if i should trust people now...i've been hurt to much to prove this statement true. If only people would keep their word maybe the world would be a better place and hatred wouldn't exist as much. Maybe this is the cause of wars and fighting. People don't keep their word..they lie in their damn face. Which i find stupid...maybe its carma... seriously, people need to start doing the right thing its about time to start something new. people that know shit are just a dent to the world. Maybe if they try to learn or do something perhaps the world will function better. MM today's a new day... i havent had any dreams while i sleep...all i see is darkness. plain black while being unconcious.(sp?)
There's nothing to look forward to in life xD i feel like a band geek...marching band season is over for 2009. It's gonna be hella different next year..hope its better. highschool can get so dramatic..last year iin 8th grade i had no drama wat so ever cause it was all about laughter and fun.. now its freken school and drama between relationships and llove triangle shit. how bout we uhh like have fun and KEEP OUR WORD. i forgave you i just cant get my mind off of it.
SHOUT-OUTS:
stephanie hsu: girl, what would i do without you..your like the best! haha your always there and i feel so helpless cause when you coome to me im just stuck. your the best and dont change(:
lauren lacanilao:ateh?! haha what would i do without you too! freken ate to the max! haha stay the same and dont change yea? luv ya;) cutiee patutiee (sp?)
sabrina dok: PARTY MATE! were gonna go to a bombin party one day together...yer always on mah mind cause you chill like dat! thanks for being the only sabrina i know
sandra vargas: MOM! tear tear this man brok mah heart! sandra: you broke the rule! HAW HAW thank youuu for being the mom you are cause its never gonna end! AND MAN WILL I NEVER HAVE YOU BEHIND ME AGAIN! SAY NO TO BUTTRAPE!
albert tung: gawsh i freken love youu! whut would i ever do without you...i dont know..honestly... your the best and we gotsa hang okay?! your so talented and im jealous ahha! thank yu! :D

yey for crappy days...

mmm sooo i wake up on black friday and find that my dad bought my older bro a camera that i always wanted and he bought me the battery one....i guess its okay and im thankful i have a camera its just that i like my bros one better hehehe... hmmm and my friends... oh dear my friends... i hope they get better....i hate myself cause im so dang selfishh... sorry guys and now that bands over.. im so lonely and life is boring i cant go out with friends as much....im sucha band geek but i love the band... how they have changed me and helped me through out life so far... and omfg i want my seniors back dont freken leave me!!! garrr!! RAWR. fear me...
RANT ON NOISY PEOPLE.:
soooo i hate it when were trying to sleep and there's freken noisy people hat dont give any consideration to those that want to rest...and yet they scream and laugh like no one is TRYING TO SLEEP!garr.... so we're in the bus and in the back , there are the idiots that have to notice the whole entire bus that they needa pee or STOP TOUCHING ME! and shit like that... and when they call your name cause you happen to be that idiot's friend you wake up like crap! and then they start blasting that damn song by taylor swift on the damn iHome. Then they start playing that damn hotel 66 game shit.. and they KNOW they're gonna get scared but they only play for the attention of guys..AND THEN they start playing the stupid STUPID game of nervous game and they end up touching it there and what happens GIGGLING AND EWIEEE DONT TOUCH MY .... yea so those are the noisy ppl i hate esp when im trying to sleep....
THE END(:

hmmm my seniors(:

man the band season is almost over..... ......... .................. so sad haha imma totally miss my seniors cause they're so chill BAHHHHHH T^TT *sniffle* they're like siblings dadadadadada
ill srsly miss you guys haha already thinking about it to OH GOSH..... ba dum badum ba dumm

Im still searching..

I will find You, I have found You and I love You, Lord.

I've been going to church lately, passing by it as i cross to go to the library. I figured why not visit Him when He's just waiting for us. It is so peaceful and so relaxing i wish i can live there with no worries. I feel so redeemed so happy in there kneeling and praying. The Lord really has good deeds and so do I. Many elders have been staring at me as i enter. I told my mom and she said they dont really see much teens going to church. I Love my religion and the Lord.

Someone stupid

Overrall life sucks if you dont know what your doing. you'll crash and burn if you dont pay attention to the things in the world and the people around you. I met him not to long ago and yet its hard to break away from his grip thats keeping me with him most of the time. Maybe its obvious, hopefully its not.. but this post probably will tell you that yea, okay maybe i do. Shoot i heard a lot about him. He's dense but really nice. I've become part of that fan girl collection of his thats just chasing him down like a dog after food. One of those dolls in the china cabinet waiting to be taken out and PLAYED with. Like me and many other people. I'm to blind to see that my friends keep telling me things about him and i must trust them. It's hard to break free from the grip. It's tightening ever day,hour, minute ,second.

love(vb) loved; loving 1: CHERISH 2: To feel a passion or devotion

mmkay so yea i probably sound like one of em obsessive girls over this one guy that just screams and yells at the sight and drops dead to the floor. trust me im not like that ;) i usually keep it to myself and not tell anyone, either i do but still hide information. I never go full out. Maybe it would help if i did.. but i don't. If you find love it wont stop. You force to like someone cause everyone thinks he's cute is stupid. follow your own opinion. If you find love cherish it and keep it. The feeling probably wont come back to you in a long time. If you find love do whatever you can in your power to make it the best you can. The person may not like you back and you know for sure 100 %, enjoy the company and make the best. If someone loves you and you just thrown their feeling down the drain, your throwin 90% of them down the drain. Tell them it'll be okay and stay friends:]

if love was broken between two, i find it best to not end all contact with the person and hold a grudge against them cause it'll be super awkward when its the two of you and yeaa.

so there's all my opinions in love sits. and i guess mine is the most stupidest one...especially since this is the second time ive done this.

But i do have another love...my friends:] i am so thankful for them and idk what i would do so yeaa cherish your moments :]

Abstract Art

being a hero

A hero to me is someone that protects you from the dangers in the world, whether its upcoming or just a second away, the hero is there for you. Mainly teenagers heroes are either their best friend or the boyfriend or girlfriend. Of course there's your parents who will always be there. Maybe even your older bro or sis. Hell, maybe even Superman haha. who know's, everyone is different... i guess i was hero today.... hopefully...my little brother who is 9 had a little accident in the bathroom at 1:00 AM in the morning. As i was tossing around in my bed i heard him crying calling out "Kuya.." who's room is right accross from the bathroom -___-(kuya means older brother in filipino). While my room was all the way down the hallway. He's lucky i woke up haha! but so i had to clean it up..yes, it was pretty disgusting. Tell you the sit. i was cleaning it while i had my shirt clipped to my nose cause it did smell pretty bad haha! but i felt good helping him out for once, instead of arguing with him and pushing him around (BAD SISTER) but he's my bro and i guess i gotta help him out. Now, while the faucet was running, buckets dropping, exaust fan blasting, andrew (kuya) was still snoring away.. deep sleeper for sure. haha! it felt good to help him out and stop him from crying... though he still disrespects me and disses me in stuff that dont even make sense.. but thats my little bro for ya. i never really said i love you to him or to andrew but we all know we dont have to say it cause we do love each other by saying it with our actions. so i just felt like expressing my pride XD haha so go be a hero(:

what Katrina means according to urban-dictionary(:

1. katrina

Crazy-assed bitch. When she first arrives, she's wet and wild. When she leaves, she takes the house, car and everything else in a 100 mile radius

I ain't paying that bitch Katrina a dime in child support, that's for sure

2. katrina

A name completely tarnished by that goddamn hurricane

sup my names katrina... LOLES STOP DESTROYING THE WORLD!!

3. katrina

A beautiful girl that has many qualities. The perfect girl for any man.

Guy 1: Man! That girl is one heck of a Katrina

Guy 2: I know she's perfect! <------ PSH BS!(put by me)

4.katrina

One angry ass hurricane! It layed the smack down on New Orleans.
"Katrina pwned us!"
"Yeah dude, now gas prices suck ~~"

5.katrina

A name due to be retired as of 8/28/05.
Some guy: Your name's Katrina?? Hmmm.... Katrina: *sigh*

6.Katrina

Beautiful. Bewitching. Stunning. Lover of nature. Very charming.

Katrina: The love interest of Ichabod Crane in Washington Irving's "Sleepy Hollow". Played by Christina Ricci in Tim Burton's version of Sleepy Hollow.


haha so i really did look up my name on urban dictionary and apparently the most voted on that best fits my name " Katrina" is basically a bitch! xD haha so if you think imma bitch i sure as heck dont give a crap.. and if you think im cool and chill thanks! a lot you guys are special! XD but i just thought this was quite funny! haha! uhmmm well lets get off topic a little here haha! well today is AUGUST 2nd RIGHT?! XD where there's a couple of ppl who are quite special to me and i'd appreciate it if you'd wish Happy Birthday to my friend Albert Tung! ^^ cause he's just awesome and like another older bro XD so i freken love him so wish him happy bday! and also to Sung-Gi Kim!^^cause he's just another cool dude that i met in scrub year we had so many fun times and i sure as heck know that i love him too! XD haha so wish them happy bday cause w/o them i wouldnt be the person i am today.. so as a gift i decided to look up their name too and decide what best fit them in my opinion(:



albert

1. someone i can read like a book
2. someone who LOVES face rubbing sessions.
3. a true FONDLERRR
4. a sweet person i would love to have in my life.

"prince charming is just like an albert. .."
" ok, i lied "


Sung

A very powerful Chinese dynasty that ruled China between 960–1279 AD. They were known for their navy forces.

They CAME... They SAW...They SUNG

Gi

A dude you can go up to and chill

Wassup Gi?

xD so the only part i made up was the "Gi" part cause i couldnt find "Sung-Gi" and "Gi" cause i couldnt find what would fit him so i made it up HAHA and the rest i didnt i swear i did not make it up it was on there i just copied and paste haha! so well its been one heck of a day and i just wanted to make something so i hope you enjoy your day and go meet a katrina ---apparently a bitch...----

Things to do from 4 AM- 6 AM

1) trying to accomplish alberts vid but it was way to quiet that i couldnt say a word (srsly)
2) chat with my cousins in the philippines! ;D
3) thinking of ways to do alberts vid before ppl see me xD
4)looking at old pics of friends and missing them like hell ex: last week of school ♥
5) still thinking of ways to do alberts vid.....crap andrew woke up...
and finally: dancing randomly around the house to wake myself up more XD hahaha

albert: haha so i woke up at 3:45 haha WHOOO 45 minutes after i said im good oh yes! haha mmm well so i woke up and then like i was like "perfect, no ones awake" and i was thinking yea no ones awake for sure but its so freken quiet so then. i checked up on everyone just in case first my little bro okay of course he's sleeping...andrew; sleeping...daddy;sleeping...mommy......"oh hey, are you hungry?"
"yea quite hungry..."
"k go eat downstairs then...im trying to find a comforable position to sleep cause i couldnt sleep since..." <---mom said AND so now my mom's awake and TRYING to sleep! so instead of me concentrating on your vid i had to focus on "what if mom wakes up.." so albert, aha i didnt get a chance to do your vid HUGE SORRY!! but ill get a chance so dont worry ;)

Down from Vacaville

so like my family and i went up north to go see my cousins and omg do i love my cousins so much we had so much fun especially the last day so awesome my cousins are so freken bomb. we prayed for my cousins dead toe and picked on alvin! yay! then we drew on my cousins face while he was sleeping with permanent marker.. well i didnt my brother's did and i video taped. ahah! my uncle was there and was like "did you guys use all the colors?" hahaha so funny then my cousin woke up and looked in the mirror and was all................. "HAHAHAHAH" so chill i love my family so much and just to tell ya'll say Happy birthday to Anne Clara on July 25 kk? and Austen Ma on July 26... yea aryt so it was a good weekend hahaha love em all(:

End of July Band Camp

So today its monday and im just reminscing things over the summer lately. Friday was the first day of July Band camp and it was from 12-9 it was a day of work and marching and playing. Although we barely even started i'm a weak unstable being. My feet hurt like hell after standing there for a few hours because of my weak being. It was hot and sweaty and you can smell the sunblock in the air. We went through the music and it was a cool day it was an alright first.

Saturday, July 18, 2009:
So it's the second day of July Band Camp and i didnt get enough sleep :O! i couldn't sleep for some reason i guess this one thing was on my mind. There was this unmentionable cool dude and he apparently liked my friend and now they're going out. Okay end of story that was on my mind and it was somewhat bothering me, i dont know why... and that like kept me up until like 1 in the morning and i finally fell asleep then i had to wake up at 7 to eat breakfast and digest, then deal with a rush at around like 8:50 to get to band at 9. so we (meaning bro and i) were ALMOST late. But we werent(: so it was all cool. i Knew it was gonna be a long day cause yea its from 9-9 but it went by fast and we practiced music and sectional time was funny ;D i love my section being a clarinet player pwns for sure!

Sunday, July 19,2009:

Last day of band camp and its from 12-9(: was awesome our arc was cool and something was bothering me that day at the end, we pissed off my section leader -______- well ...we meaning us noobs didnt know that we couldnt do that so i apologized big time......wow im sucha suck up but srsly that thing was bothering me. @.@ but overrall i think i did OKAYY not even good aryt i cant play some of the opener but PRACTICE ^^ so ill hopefully have it down by August Band camp *shivers*