i freken place my trust in you...

i dont know if i should trust people now...i've been hurt to much to prove this statement true. If only people would keep their word maybe the world would be a better place and hatred wouldn't exist as much. Maybe this is the cause of wars and fighting. People don't keep their word..they lie in their damn face. Which i find stupid...maybe its carma... seriously, people need to start doing the right thing its about time to start something new. people that know shit are just a dent to the world. Maybe if they try to learn or do something perhaps the world will function better. MM today's a new day... i havent had any dreams while i sleep...all i see is darkness. plain black while being unconcious.(sp?)
There's nothing to look forward to in life xD i feel like a band geek...marching band season is over for 2009. It's gonna be hella different next year..hope its better. highschool can get so dramatic..last year iin 8th grade i had no drama wat so ever cause it was all about laughter and fun.. now its freken school and drama between relationships and llove triangle shit. how bout we uhh like have fun and KEEP OUR WORD. i forgave you i just cant get my mind off of it.
SHOUT-OUTS:
stephanie hsu: girl, what would i do without you..your like the best! haha your always there and i feel so helpless cause when you coome to me im just stuck. your the best and dont change(:
lauren lacanilao:ateh?! haha what would i do without you too! freken ate to the max! haha stay the same and dont change yea? luv ya;) cutiee patutiee (sp?)
sabrina dok: PARTY MATE! were gonna go to a bombin party one day together...yer always on mah mind cause you chill like dat! thanks for being the only sabrina i know
sandra vargas: MOM! tear tear this man brok mah heart! sandra: you broke the rule! HAW HAW thank youuu for being the mom you are cause its never gonna end! AND MAN WILL I NEVER HAVE YOU BEHIND ME AGAIN! SAY NO TO BUTTRAPE!
albert tung: gawsh i freken love youu! whut would i ever do without you...i dont know..honestly... your the best and we gotsa hang okay?! your so talented and im jealous ahha! thank yu! :D